On 4/20 (yeah), I had at least half of a hhc (hexahydrocannabinol) gummy.
Most of my therianthropic experiences are subdued in nature. I attribute this to long-term repression (and that often leads to a sort of depersonalization for however long the repression lasts). Regardless, this causes me a lot of doubt and makes me feel less myself. I wasn't expecting what happened and what happened decided to expel all of that doubt. It turns out that hhc gummies transform you into a dog.
Well, they did that to me. I don't (usually) experience a full phantom body. I'm lucky to have 4 simultaneous phantom limbs at a time, usually it's only 2 or 3. I rarely feel any as vivid as that full body. There was an accompanying mental aspect that was slightly stronger than the usual one I experience everyday which is easier for me to notice if I stop paying attention to it. I did manage to hold back a bit but a few got out, mostly the vocal urges (I barked).
My senses focused. Smells & sounds especially seemed sharper. I kept wanting to be outside but I didn't trust myself to be able to handle it so I didn't allow that. I attempted to walk on all fours. This only frustrated me because what I physically had to deal with didn't work right with it (I hate having a human body.)
Regardless of how I held back on some things still, I spent several minutes all dog in a species euphoric state and enjoying the sensation of my phantom body. And then the panic attack kicked in at some point, ruining it all, and I thought I was dying. Now, I'm sobered up and honestly? I'm more sure of myself than I was previously. My dog experiences are slightly less subdued now and I think that may be the result of the experiences on hhc removing some blockages I had (many possibly rooted in my self-doubt if we consider all things.) I feel a lot more myself now whatever the case. It even unblocked my intuition a bit. I need my intuition for magick & other spiritual matters! So aside from the panic attack, there's been a lot of benefits.
I'm never eating those gummies again, though. I'm going to look for gentler alternatives.