I’m a trans bitch. I said what I said. My gender is heavily influenced by being a dog. I’m not transfem and I’m not transmasc. I am something further from these binaries that are meant for human frameworks. Human biology is different from canine biology even if said biology is classified as “the same sex.” My transition goals are top surgery minus masculinization (but maybe just a radical reduction. Undecided), tummy nipple tattoos and a good spaying complete with a centered womb tattoo not unlike those put on theriform dogs.

Aside from those more permanent things, I cut my hair to mimic the mane/ruff of my breed. I am working towards losing the fat around my stomach which is more difficult than one may think but maybe that’s just me? I’ve been trying to grow my nails out into claws which is also kinda difficult for me. I would love at least a prosthetic snout & ears.

My internal experience of being a bitch is actually genderless. I don’t have a real sense of any gender. If someone asked, I think I’d fall back onto explaining myself as “agender” simply because it’s an easy explanation. I don’t mind being called a girl. You can call me “gyrle” in writing, which was originally a gender neutral term back in the Middle Ages. I do mind being called a “woman” and any terms associated with human females. I feel sick just thinking of those terms applied to me! I am not the right type of female and there’s dysphoria in both species & gender as a result.

As you may have gathered, bitch is the most acceptable but that term can’t always be whipped out. Not even for theriform dogs. Online, I can describe myself with more detail after reading my audience. I’m a bitch. I’m a xeminine dyke. I’m a xeminine demibitch dyke! Yes, dyke is the other part of me being a demibitch and is not being spoken of beyond this due to staying on topic. Gods, I wish therian HRT was real!! A bitch can dream, huh?